The Pisces girl misses her ex-boyfriend on Christmas Eve
The Pisces girl misses her ex-boyfriend on Christmas Eve
Beautiful Missing My Scorpio on Christmas Eve
A long time ago, I had thought about writing down my story with him. Every time I pick up the pen, I put it down again. Unexpectedly, when I started writing again, my love with him had already come to an end. In the late autumn of this year, it was not cold in Changsha. The temperature difference between day and night was huge. I was sick. Although the sky was almost transparent, the feeling of the wind caressing my face was so refreshing. But at this moment, when I think about the past between me and him, I can't control the tears in my eyes, and they fall straight down like a broken thread.
I am a fish born on White Valentine's Day, and he is a typical Scorpio man. We met last year on December 18, 2002. Someone once said that Scorpio and Pisces are a perfect match, and that kind of tacit understanding is unparalleled. Within less than ten days of our acquaintance, I was already his girlfriend. Why did they get together so quickly, many people can't help but wonder. Some female classmates even asked me jealously how they could choose me. At that time, I was still a little girl with braces. Sometimes it's just fate. He is a senior one year above me. When I was a freshman, I met him at the school singing competition. Of course, he didn't know that I existed as a girl. I am just a small listener, a little girl who will never have the courage to get to know him. Because a girl in the same dormitory from his hometown had known him for a long time and told me that he was a playboy who changed his girlfriend like clothes, so I never thought about getting to know him. I knew that he was not a girl like me. Controlled.
Maybe it’s the characteristics of Pisces, but I have a Scorpion who can take care of me. The time we were together was not very long, but eventually we separated, and now we are still friends. He still cares about me secretly, thank you for his friendship.
In the year after I broke up with Scorpion, I concentrated on reading and occasionally recalled my past with him. Life is fulfilling because besides studying, I still have so many friends around me. In the blink of an eye, Scorpio has reached his senior year and is about to graduate and leave this school. I have been listening to his songs for three years. I love listening to his songs and admiring his every move. If I could meet him by chance on campus, I would be very happy and excited. Maybe it was just pure admiration. Now I still think that it was not a secret love at that time, because his behavior showed that he was really carefree, and I would not take a dip in the muddy waters.
In fact, fate is something that cannot be escaped. Things took a turn for the better. Once, in front of a friend of mine, I accidentally mentioned him in a joke. Unexpectedly, they were classmates. He told me some things about himself, and I felt very shaken. Perhaps, from that moment on, he and I were destined to have an unforgettable love. Later, one time in their courtyardHe sang a few songs at the party, and I went to see him as before. I finally couldn't help it anymore, and I told myself that I had to tell him that I was a super fan who had supported him for three years, and even sending him a message was enough. OK. After asking his friend for a long time, he first refused to tell me, and then they went to practice together. I never had a chance to tell him that I supported him.
Finally one day, that friend sent a text message, and I knew that was what I wanted. I thought about it for a long time and sent him a short message telling him that I am his die-hard fan and hope he can work hard. I have been his spiritual supporter for three years and I hope I can tell him before graduation that I really like him. Listen to his songs. The matter was about to end, and I didn’t know how he knew my name. It turned out that he went to the telecommunications bureau to check information about me for other reasons. From now on, it was his text messages that made my relationship with him begin to develop. It probably meant that he wanted to make sure that I existed. As a Pisces, I am born with an intuition that others cannot match. I felt that something was about to happen, so I carefully copied down all the short messages sent between me and him. Isn’t it a little crazy? That is a complete manuscript. Really, it is a clear proof of my sincerity towards him. It is the most infatuated past event that I will never forget in my life. During the period of text messages he exchanged with me, he constantly eliminated my stereotypes and misunderstandings about him. Maybe he also used some means, after all, I am still worthy of him.
The first time we met was on Christmas Eve. There was supposed to be a masquerade party in our dormitory, but it didn't work out. I was lonely on Christmas Eve because so many lovers were spending quality time together. He knew my loneliness, and later he spent it with me. We met on such a beautiful night, and he said I was a cute red pepper, innocent, cute and beautiful. It was also that night, his gentle behavior and considerate care of me. Throughout the night, I was like Cinderella, a princess who met her own Prince Charming, beautiful, happy, and smiling. When 12 o'clock arrived, he sent me back to the dormitory. Things are getting even more out of control. His offensive was urgent, and in front of him, all my defenses against boys were insignificant. I quickly became his girlfriend and he told me that he would no longer be interested in me because he had found me. I did become his longest-lasting girlfriend, and perhaps his most deeply loved girlfriend.
During the relationship, I noticed that his love was so focused and serious. I thank him for giving me such a beautiful and happy year. Maybe my current charm began to grow at that time, and I am still very popular with boys. But there were always so many disappointments and the pressure of reality finally made me separate from him. He feels less and less for me too. Finally, after persisting for a long time, he chose to break up. But he told me with tears that in fact he still couldn't bear to let me go. But without feeling, he had no way to control it. Finally, I understood that he of mine is someone who must have feelings.A man who can live, I can't blame him for his tears.
Today, I remembered a song by Jiang Meiqi, <
The wind just blew accidentally/The petals fell to the ground with the wind/I saw what a beautiful cherry blossom rain/Smell the aroma of the tea/Hum an old time/melody/If you were there, you would be happy/You once sat Here/the conversation is so generous/as if all happiness can be expected/you/open my palm/everything is suddenly quiet/you want me to accept your sincerity/although the flower season will pass/this year and next year we will have the same style/fall in love I thought it was the beauty you gave me/surprised me and made me happy/I have a lifetime of scenery/fate interfered too quickly/I had no time to give it all back/it’s been a long distance from now on/occasionally I always feel sad when I think of it/if I had been Know how to cherish/I know there are too many tears/It’s hard to laugh/Especially when you can only face memories and air/Most of the self-talk/is used to comfort yourself/Maybe you listen to every word
During this relationship, I became more mature and no longer a simple girl. Although I am not willing to give in, after all, we are 100% perfect match and have come to an end. He also told me that no one can predict the future. I want to say that I will wait for you. Is half a year okay?
My Scorpion, the person I loved most before and now, don’t let me down! I will not be idle, I will work hard to improve my own abilities. So I agreed to this TV station interview without thinking. My growth is for you. Your baby wants to say: I'm waiting for you.
I have loved Scorpio GG, and I am alone on Christmas Eve, chewing on my own sorrow. The Pisces sister is really thoughtful. Recently I heard the news that he was dating another girl, and my heart ached!
