Opportunities: Discover your true self and deepen your self-compassion
Challenges: Feel supported by others and in tune with your partner's needs
We should actually view Ceres as Zuo is a loving mother and a more secular image. A female entity gives us such a fruit of our hard work that it allows us to humbly work harder so that we can feed the hungry bellies of those around us. If we could observe the position of Ceres in our chart, we would see that it stands on fertility and provides the means for our bodies to survive. The education received at an early age is related to aristocratic consciousness and willpower. My character and image are very similar to one of my parents, and I have the habit of working crazy. There will be inner conflict about whether to be yourself or take care of others.
When you feel the honor and glory in your life, you will definitely feel from the bottom of your heart that your life journey is worthwhile and worthwhile. Therefore, the position of the Sun in the horoscope is like everyone's medal of honor. Through the sun, one can experience the power of personal energy.
The enlightenment of life is where the soul awakens, the aspect formed by the sun in the horoscope, and the house position in which the sun is located. It will produce a very powerful awakening force, sometimes like a violent earthquake, powerfully waking up every sleeping person. In the position of the sun, we have no way to avoid the most real lesson of life. Here we will experience the most profound experience of who we are not, and then begin to find out who we are.
Ceres, opposite the Sun, symbolizes what we need to integrate in order to understand ourselves more deeply. For example, you may find that others are trying to build you up in ways that you are not comfortable with. From this experience, you can differentiate between what you like and what you don't like.
Struggles around being yourself and the need to care for others may arise. Avoid being overwhelmed by problems, set boundaries, and check your intentions before committing your energy to others. It is necessary to develop ahealthy self-esteem and be prepared to show your true self.
With Ceres opposing your Sun, you may feel like you didn't get the nurturing you needed as a child. Maybe you feel your primary caregiver misunderstood you. If this painful early experience is not acknowledged and healed, it will continue to show up in adult relationships. If you feel like your partner can't really see you, that's a clue. Another manifestation of this may be a deep-seated, harmful belief that you must take care of other people, even if it means suppressing certain aspects of your core self.
Completing the reparenting process as an adult becomes an important part of understanding your needs, which is key to deepening intimacy.
